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Makes me, MeWhy do you make me hurt?Makes me, Me by shandyd
Do you like to watch me suffer?
Thats the only way to explain the mean things that were said,
the only way to explain all the hurtful things unsaid.
Im not good enough.
Im not what you expected.
Im not pretty enough,skinny enough.
Not smart enough.
I never do what you think I should.
Im not perfect, but neither are you.
All the self doubt without self confidence, too scared to stand up for myself.
Not wanting to rock the boat, crying behind the plastered smile on my face.
Watching my non-exsistant back bone disapear further into non-exsistance.
Am I really that pathetic?
Some scar's you can't see.
I don't love me, so how could I expect you too.
I think of ways to change to make you love me and wonder,
if I change will you finally want me?
Would you find somthing else wrong?
Don't you know your the one person that I want to accept me?
The one person that won't.
Your the person that made me. ME.
NO DAMMITNO DAMMIT!NO DAMMIT by ham2010
No, it's not okay and I cant keep telling you that it is. So don't ask if I agree when it makes no real difference in what you plan to do.
No, it's not fair, so don't assume that I will be alright with whatever you think is the correct path. If you are only doing what you want to do, then why bother to include me in the first place.
No, I have no desire to watch you have fun while I sit in misery and annoyance. Time together does not include me playing the part of the audience as you enjoy life.
No, being in the room at the same time for any period longer the thirty minutes does not equal quality time as a couple. Nor does ten minutes in the bedroom mean we have bonded or understood one another's feels.
No, just because it was okay last time does not mean it is this time. Things change, surroundings change, I change and you change; living by the old will decay the new.
No, just because I do not plan to spend every free moment in the presence of those dearest to you does not
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